Its like a haunted house, the eerie silence when you are studying sentence correction at midnight, with the crickets chirping. Imagine yourself in a dark alley all alone , trying to find out a way out of this.
You can lose hope any moment, but you cant just stop living. Thats the way life works.
Hello, anybody who reads this will understand what a person goes through when his dreams are inches closer to getting fulfilled and yet, he finds something missing.
Some call it determination, and others lack of persistence.
But whatever it is, if there is one thing in common with a person lurking inside a Haunted house. it is FEAR.
I , like thousands of other people all around the world am completely exhausted with the constant humdrum of life- working a 9 to 7 job, coming home in a public transport system and then feeding yourself just enough nutella to keep yourself happy and content with the way things are going.
I am applying for GMAT this summer, I will be on leave from July 11 to July 31st, just to ensure I have some time off to put in some efforts. But as it turns out, I am not excited about taking a break from work. NO.
Becuase I had done this before, November 2015.
When I had taken a month long leave hoping I would be studying enough to get at least a minimum standard percentile in CAT.
The conclusion,
NADA.
Worst performance by a person alive
So that leaves me with a certain idea , or rather should I put it as an Intuition of what happens when I am really free. Since, I feel I have enough time in my hands, I dont bother to get up from my bed at all, Whole day of same old episodes of Modern Family and even repeats of Dr House M. D and a lot of junk food later, the only thing I have gained from the month old leave was 100 pounds.
And that makes me nervous.
When I see the future, I do not see anything, except the work that I am currently doing right now, the one where I sit in a lonely cubicle whole day and pretend to type a lot of thing, proving to myself more than anyone else in the world that, I am doing my best.
I AM NOT.
Take for instance, I could have covered a lotof things today, but all I did and obsess about are old Conan'o Brien Talk shows.
Does he know that he is going to screw up my career one day becuase of his charms.?
You can lose hope any moment, but you cant just stop living. Thats the way life works.
Hello, anybody who reads this will understand what a person goes through when his dreams are inches closer to getting fulfilled and yet, he finds something missing.
Some call it determination, and others lack of persistence.
But whatever it is, if there is one thing in common with a person lurking inside a Haunted house. it is FEAR.
I , like thousands of other people all around the world am completely exhausted with the constant humdrum of life- working a 9 to 7 job, coming home in a public transport system and then feeding yourself just enough nutella to keep yourself happy and content with the way things are going.
I am applying for GMAT this summer, I will be on leave from July 11 to July 31st, just to ensure I have some time off to put in some efforts. But as it turns out, I am not excited about taking a break from work. NO.
Becuase I had done this before, November 2015.
When I had taken a month long leave hoping I would be studying enough to get at least a minimum standard percentile in CAT.
The conclusion,
NADA.
Worst performance by a person alive
So that leaves me with a certain idea , or rather should I put it as an Intuition of what happens when I am really free. Since, I feel I have enough time in my hands, I dont bother to get up from my bed at all, Whole day of same old episodes of Modern Family and even repeats of Dr House M. D and a lot of junk food later, the only thing I have gained from the month old leave was 100 pounds.
And that makes me nervous.
When I see the future, I do not see anything, except the work that I am currently doing right now, the one where I sit in a lonely cubicle whole day and pretend to type a lot of thing, proving to myself more than anyone else in the world that, I am doing my best.
I AM NOT.
Take for instance, I could have covered a lotof things today, but all I did and obsess about are old Conan'o Brien Talk shows.
Does he know that he is going to screw up my career one day becuase of his charms.?
